The Heart of a Father

Discovering God in the Midst of the Roller Coaster

Have you ever discovered a new facet of God or been reminded of His character in such a real way that it left you in awe? Sometimes, it’s in the quiet moments of prayer. Other times, it’s in the chaos of life—when everything feels unpredictable, and you’re holding on for dear life.

Serving here in the Dominican Republic has been nothing short of a roller coaster ride. The ups have been exhilarating, filled with joy and moments of deep connection. The downs have been humbling, stretching us in ways we never expected. Through it all, God has been revealing more of who He is—His faithfulness, His provision, and His presence in every high and low.

The God Who Sustains

Before stepping into this journey, we knew there would be challenges. We knew there would be moments of discomfort, where we would feel out of our depth. But knowing something in theory and walking through it in reality are two very different things.

There have been days when we’ve felt completely poured out—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Days when the needs feel overwhelming and the resources feel too small. Yet, in those moments, God has reminded us that He is the One who sustains.

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." – 2 Corinthians 12:9

We are learning, day by day, what it means to depend on Him fully. Not just when things feel manageable, but when they don’t. And in that dependence, we are discovering the richness of His presence.

The God Who Provides

One of the greatest joys in this season has been witnessing the way God provides—not always in the ways we expect, but always in ways that remind us He is near.

Sometimes, it’s through answered prayers that seemed impossible. Other times, it’s through the kindness of a stranger, a moment of encouragement from a teammate, or a simple provision that comes at just the right time.

"And my God will supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus." – Philippians 4:19

He has been teaching us that provision is not just about material things. It’s about strength for the day, peace in uncertainty, and grace for the moment. It’s about seeing His hand in the details and trusting that He is working—even when we can’t yet see the outcome.

The God Who Sees

One of the most profound lessons we are learning is that God sees. He sees every challenge, every moment of exhaustion, every tear, and every victory. He sees the people we are serving, and He sees us as we serve.

There is something deeply comforting about knowing that we are not alone. That even when things feel chaotic, God is not distant. He is here. He is moving. He is weaving together a story that is far bigger than our small piece of it.

"You are the God who sees me." – Genesis 16:13

Holding On in the Ups and Downs

A roller coaster is thrilling because you don’t control it. You simply hold on, trust the track, and embrace the ride.

This season is teaching us to do the same—to hold on to God, to trust that He knows where this ride is going, and to embrace the moments of joy and the moments of challenge. Because in every high and every low, He is shaping us, stretching us, and drawing us closer to Him.

If you’re in a season that feels like a roller coaster—where things are uncertain, stretching, or just plain hard—take heart. God is there. He is revealing Himself in ways you may not even recognize yet. And one day, you’ll look back and see that He was holding you the whole time.

So, let’s hold on together. Not to our own strength, not to our own plans, but to the One who is faithful, steady, and true.